May 19, 2008

If I were an animal, what would I be?

[19:52] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[19:53] Mubeen: Tiger

[19:53] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[19:53] Tyler Moran: pig


19:52] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[19:52] Nicolas Savvides: a rabbit

[19:54] Tyler Moran: yuh wud be a panda

CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[19:55] LuckyNumbers0413: Bird
 LuckyNumbers0413: U can be a panda
LuckyNumbers0413: Noo a humming bird cuz they got biiig breast


[19:53] Ricky Sanabria: cow?NO…hamster?NO…Dog? NO…
[19:54] Ricky Sanabria: perhaps a cat
[19:54] Ricky Sanabria: or a giraffe
Ricky Sanabria: perhaps a chicken or an ostritch

[19:52] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[20:09] Denisse Martell: hmmm a llama ?
[20:10] Denisse Martell: umm a doq ?

53] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[19:55] Christian Son: umm\
[19:56] Christian Son: hold on i gotta think aobut it
[19:56] CRASHnBURNrealhd:
[19:56] CRASHnBURNrealhd: yessir
[19:57] Christian Son: kangaroo

20:38] CRASHnBURNrealhd: if i were an animal what would i be?
[20:38] Luis Miguel Velez: ummm a rabbit

May 18, 2008

goals

- Fall in Love once & for all, to the point where not even death could part us.(because love, I think, is the most important thing in the world. To quote my pastor, “Those who don’t know love, don’t know God, because God is love.” Love is the closest thing to heaven we have in this world.

- Graduate H.S. with a 95 or above average

- Finish 4 years of college, in a college that I love.

- Get into veterinary school

- Graduate veterinary school

- Eventually open up my own clinic.

- Become a bone marrow donor

- Adopt at least one child

- Have a warm home where all our (yes, our) children feel loved and appreciated

- Found a sanctuary for animals (dogs, cat, hamsters, gerbils, fish, rats, etc)

- Remain a vegetarian till I die

- Solidify my faith in God

- Accept my body &love it (or change it and be happy w/ that change)

- Join the peace corps or mercy ships

- Rid myself of my horse fear and be able to gallop freely on one

- Die & be able to donate all my organs

- Become a teacher/mentor & be able change the path of young boys who are heading down the wrong path

March 17, 2008

An exercise in Imitation

The airplane was long gone: the summer had faded forever, leaving her heart with coldness and bringing forth a long lasting season of nolstalgia which became her. But there was a warmth in Molly Sue’s body, and her heart thumped away in its prison. It was kept beating. Molly’s pride continued nursing it, and though for months on end it continued breaking and refusing to be loved it was now obviously mending and warmed. Eight moons or Eight months had passed by since the morning Molly Sue’s flight had taken off and arrived back home, yet the stubbornness of her heart still insisted on aching guiding Molly, which would lead her back to him.

February 27, 2008

reflections

Society is obsessed with the ideal female figure; perfectly round breast and perfectly round buttocks, but why? What is so great about these particular features? Either you have breasts or you don’t. I don not feel that size matters at all. Society makes women feel like failures for not having a “perfect body” and as a result women employ self-destructive means of obtaining a “perfect body.” Men, on the other hand, are not as severely criticized.

And why not? Where is the fairness in that? “Oh he’s a little bit over weight, but who cares” but god forbid she is because “OMG she’s a bit overweight, she is such a hideous beast now.” I think that men should actually be criticized more meticulously. What are the benefits of perfectly round breasts and buttocks? Aren’t breasts just breasts? Penis on the other hand, is what the public should really be judging. In our society, we are too busy pointing the finger at women who do not fit the mold of a size zero, that we forget hey, guess what, size does matter. I think penis differs from breasts because size actually does impact how enjoyable sex is. I wouldn’t know the other side to this, but when a man I trust signs on I’ll have to ask.

And what if a man is happy with his woman, even if she is skinny, slightly overweight, “regular,” or obese, how does she most likely feel? She still feels defeated! She doesn’t feel as if she is “perfect” and feels that the next woman to walk by will seize her man’s attention away.

And then we get blamed for being shallow. Why are we not focusing on what truly makes up a being; their soul. We, as a society, seem to be searching for trophy husbands and trophy wives. We all know shallowness is wrong but our knowledge of this does not seem to stop us. We’re just an arrogant race. We have become a consumer society with an uncontrollable addiction for more. We’re also arrogant enough to believe that we own the Earth, when we are actually in debt to the Earth. In environmentalism, there is the debate between those who support human interference with the wilderness and those who feel that the wilderness is best when left alone (The Garden of Eden). But what is actually the case? This goes back to our knowledge of what is right and what is wrong; although we do not necessarily do what we know is right. When did doing what is right become the “uncool” thing to do? Doing the right thing is not for squares. Oh boy squares!

Fricken labels, we continue to label things because it makes it easier to classify people, objects and ideas into categories. You do it at a subconscious level sometimes but it is still wrong. I found myself walking by a salon earlier this evening and thinking to myself “Oh the chinita is back.” She has a name, but why did I label her according to her ethnicity? Ethnic labels are at the heart of prejudice, and once society has rid itself of its fear of being labeled and its obsession with labels, it will have cured itself of racism (The Language of Prejudice).

I officially tired myself out of my thoughts. That and dinner is ready>_> lmao.

February 10, 2008

An exercise in Imitation

     Following every kiss they shared, Jenny would glance down to the floor, devastated that he was leaving her. Were more kisses not anticipated then? Was that to be their last passionate embrace? Kareem’s warmth had expressed all that she needed to know; it was understood through gazes of longing that…

February 7, 2008

Intense&Inspirational

gosh! well I had a killer day although Henley’s second hispanic club meeting failed and no one showed up except him, jessica and I. whatever we stuck around and spoke for like two periods.

and then of course i saw him at sat prep. omg. Marlon and Dale left such an impression on me today. They came in and told us how one of us was kicked out because of attendence, said one girl who had 65 percent attendence could be kicked out if she misses one more and such. You need a valid excuse to be absent, and the only people with 100 percent attendence were henley, angel, and I. i felt good about that and when dale was asking a question he said i should have it since i’m doing so well. Well they told us that only 4% of people are making 100,000$ a yr. They had us stand in a line and told us if we were a minority, take a step back. you just lost some of your chance of making 100,000$. Take another step back if you’re frmo a single parent home (thats me). Take another if you’re average is less than a 90 (not me!:D) but damn. the way they both spoke was really intense yet inspiring i have a new inspiration to work even harder. There so much to be done, and those who are actually do it hardly sleep. most of my peers who i consider my equals who are trying as hard as I am do not go to bed till like 2:30. This means i can work even harder than i am.

 to sidetrack, for some reason or another i started thinking about valentines day and how its a lonely holiday for some. i’m going to make home made valentines for the people in school who mean something to me and write personal thoughout things inside. everyone deserves to be thought of and have someone put time into thinking of them. Okay i’m off, i just really had to get that off my head.